Nameless - An Unnamed Poem

Welcome reader,

I've argued and fought with myself about making it public knowledge. The poem will give you insight to what went through my mind, as a younger individual. I loved a special lady, however, that love was never returned or accepted for what it was worth.

She dismissed my feelings, thoughts and emotions, cast them aside and went on to continue her course in life. I haven't seen her, heard from her or anything. She walked out of my life and left an emptiness in my heart. I did what I could- I moved on.

I truly hope you like the poem. On paper, it consisted an accumulation of 10 pages and took 2 1/2 days to write. After which, I was so drained, I slept for 15 hours.

Thank you for your time and visiting.

Written and Created By
Raymond Choiniere II - Cagsil

She is incredible,
In every way possible.

It has been awhile,
Since I had any feelings for anybody.

It actually feels good,
It gives me a sense of belonging.

She is so special,
I wish she could realize how much.

Maybe sometime she will,
Wish the same as I do.

Unfortunately I can not tell,
What she is feeling - she can not tell me.

She can share her thoughts with herself only,
She can not seem to share them with me.

And that in itself scares me,
Maybe I should have kept to myself.

Then again I could not help myself,
She is so very special to me.

Her voice,
Is so inviting - I could not resist.

Right now we are friends,
And that's where it is going to come to an end.

I talk bravely,
Sometimes I talk too much.

She is so easy to talk to,
In my case that makes her dangerous.

She is dangerous in so many ways,
She does not know how much.

Then again may she does,
If so then that makes her even more dangerous.

Her eyes are very attractive,
I wish she was not so shy.

Her eyes are her best feature,
It presents her in the best way.

Her next feature is her hair,
She takes pride in it and that shows me she knows how to care.

She gets so protective about it,
That can tell a lot about her in itself.

Her mind is interesting,
It's a feature of hers in which she has trouble controlling.

There is a good reason for that,
Her mind is not separate from her emotions.

Every time she feels something,
Her mind can not seem to figure it out.

I am not sure what that is from,
I would be glad to help her.

She seems to be insecure with herself,
I can not understand why.

Out of all my friends,
She is the best.

She is sweeter, prettier, smarter and more mature,
The rest choose to live like kids.

She would disagree with me,
And that is because of the past and present friends she has.

She is not to be used or abused,
She is to be appreciated.

There is no reason why she should be confused,
And she will be for a while.

She has a strange affect on my heart,
She would be worth opening it for.

If she wanted my heart,
I would give it to her.

That would be real easy,
I would do it and not regret it.

She does not want to be alone,
I could not imagine her alone for long.

She will be together with someone,
She will find someone to make her happy.

I will be very happy for her,
Especially if she finds someone she thinks is very special.

I am not saying it won't be me,
But either way I want her to be happy.

She seems to be filled with a lot of love,
The man she picks will be very lucky.

He better know exactly what he has,
Because if he does not then he will lose something special.

I know a lot about her,
She has become one of my best friends.

She should be handled very gently,
She needs someone who will treat her great.

Just in case you have not figured it out,
I have been talking about a beautiful young lady.

Yes,
It is not surprising.

This woman or lady if you choose,
Has inspired me to write again.

She sure is an inspiration,
She gives off such a strange vibration.

I am very impress with her,
And that is just from listening to her.

I have been thinking about her a lot,
I can only hope that she has too.

She needs to think about some of the stuff around her,
I think she now has a grasp on the situation.

She seems to be handling the problems she had,
I am glad to see her doing it on her own.

Beautiful eyes, hair, voice and mind,
She has everything right to get everything she wants.

Sooner or later,
Her life will come together.

I do believe she will do fine,
Happiness is all I wish for her.

I can not seem to stop writing,
Thinking of her keeps my hand moving.

She has made my life even better,
She is a unique young lady.

I said earlier that her hair said a lot about her,
Insecurity was one thing but that is not all.

If someone touches it,
She jumps and frets about it.

She does not have a high opinion of herself,
I tell her that she is pretty and she says "No".

I have given her some compliments,
And she disagrees with me.

Her self esteem is very low,
That is caused by the people she knows.

Some of them have done her wrong,
And with that it has taken it's toll.

I think I now know why her mind is messed up,
And I am willing to help her straighten it out.

I would like to know why somebody would harm her,
When she is with me she seems to be happy.

When she makes her choice,
She will have to use her voice.

If this poem continues much longer,
It will become the longest poem I have ever written.

There has been only one woman,
Who has inspired me that much.

Maybe I have found another,
I never thought that would happen again.

We will see what happens,
Anything is possible.

That is something I always believed- Anything is possible,
Now if she could realize that also.

Once she believes anything is possible,
She will realize that some of her friends show a good act.

Some of them just refuse to mature,
Her friends inspired me to write "Maturity".

If her feelings blossomed outwards,
A lot of people would do a lot of listening.

She wants to keep her friends,
So the battle will continue.

I am not saying lose all the friends,
I am just saying grow up and make them.

Be a leader of friends,
Not a follower.

Self esteem can not be built,
If you always are shadowed by others.

Confidence can not be built,
If you do not gain control of what goes on around you.

Those two things she needs,
In order to gain a more mature status.

I said this before and I will say it again,
This young lady is incredible.

I believe she will make it,
She has a strong will to survive.

I do not doubt it for a minute,
And certainly hope she does not either.

I am not sure what she wants out of life,
But it is time to plan to get it.

Once she gains self esteem and confidence,
She will become a very powerful woman.

Watching her mature will prove to be interesting,
I just hope I can be around to watch it happen.

Someday she will see what I am talking about,
But it will take some time.

Life is meant to be lived to the fullest,
Also meant to be enjoyed physically, mentally and emotionally.

If she was a bigger part of my life,
My life would be almost complete.

She would fill a big gap,
She will find out how much by the time I am done.

I also have a feeling this might scare her,
Like I said I have a feeling.

I will not know what to expect from her,
This is not something she is expecting to hear from me.

When she reads this,
I will be nervous.

Like I said - the outcome of this is unsure,
I wish I knew more about what she is thinking.

I do believe this poem has now come to an end,
And the feeling remains she will still be a friend.